END THE CONFLICT WITH YOUR SELF
You already have the key.
All you need to find is the lock.
Welcome. I specialize in conflict with self. Internal conflict produces outcomes like addiction, self-destructive behavior, and a lack of self-control. These are symptoms of the problem, not the problem itself.
If you've tried and been unable to cure the madness — I was too. Try giving it a method instead.
Much love and respect.
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